Monday, February 4, 2019

Danger Zone Friends Soundtrack

Thank you so much to everyone who's played Danger Zone Friends so far! If you liked it, please share it, and rate it on itch, Game Jolt, and If you didn't like it, please share it anyway, but maybe don't rate it! (that is a joke)

The game's soundtrack is one of my favorite aspects of it, and serves as the emotional core for the experience. You can stream and download the tracks here:

Saturday, January 26, 2019

Danger Zone Friends: Now Available

Danger Zone Friends is out! It's a JRPG about two roommates on a grocery trip gone awry. You can download it for Windows from itch.

Agnes and Lulu set out to make a simple errand, but along the way, they find themselves taking a wrong turn into the Danger Zone! Will they be able to survive the hazards of the underground world, return to the surface, and complete their shopping trip?

2+ hours of JRPG adventure, featuring tactical combat, an original score, and jokes.

You can read more about the game here! The trailer is below:

As many of you know, this game is special to me for many reasons. I've been working hard for the past seven months, and at the end of it, successfully produced what is arguably my first full-length game. If you only ever play one of my games, please have it be this one.

I normally offer more thoughts about my projects upon release, but I'm comfortable letting this one speak for itself.

Gamejolt and soundtrack releases soon. Thank you for playing!

In other news, American Wallrunner is now on Gamejolt and itch, with downloadable HTML builds for those of you without Windows. Enjoy!

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

American Wallrunner and Other News

American Wallrunner!

Angie is a disgruntled former CIA agent with uncanny parkour skills. After quitting her awful job in an inglorious fashion, she attempts to earn some money by working some side jobs - jobs that require an experienced wall runner. But nothing can prepare her for the truth of her very existence...

Another year, another Glorious Trainwrecks Secret Santa game! American Wallrunner was created for mbtzl, who asked for a game that featured parkour with a Cold War aesthetic, among other things.

Currently, you can download it for Windows from Glorious Trainwrecks. A web version will be on Gamejolt and Itch soon.


I spent about half of the past five weeks developing most this project from scratch, splitting my attention between it and Danger Zone Friends,  the Bloodjak Phillytron port, grad school applications, and holiday mirth.

The most unusual aspect of this game's development is the soundtrack. A day before the game was due, it had no sound! So, I dug through my hard drive and found a series of bass recordings, most of which I made back in the fall of 2016. During that time, I hadn't yet found other people to play music with, was trying to develop a solo act for open mics, and recorded instrumental song ideas that I could reference later. Ultimately, I never developed a solo set, but I was glad to have finally found a use for the recordings!

I spent more time developing the mechanical aspects of the game than usual. Many games have featured wall jumping, but wall running? In 2D? If there's a similar game I could have referenced as I designed and programmed American Wallrunner's movement, I had never heard of it.

This game combines the movement logic of 2D top-down games with that of 2D side-view platformers, and it needs to switch between them on the fly. The problem with this is that, in top-down games, the player only collides with the walls. As far as game logic goes, floors do not exist - they are defined by the absence of anything rather than the presence of something. However, in side-view platformer games, the player collides with both walls and floors - floors are defined by the presence of floor rather than the absence of wall!

As I made American Wallrunner, I began with the logic of top-down games, and added platformer logic later. This meant that floors were defined by the absence of wall instead of the presence of floor. So, when the player lands on platforms suspended on walls, their character is checking to see if they're making contact with nothing. In theory, this sounds simple. In practice, this is the complete opposite of how game collisions are supposed to work, and it's provided a series of technical design problems to numerous to fully document.

What I'm trying to say it, the game's movement seems straightforward on the surface, but it's terrifying under the hood. Take my word for it.

As is the case with most games, but especially games of small scale, I didn't get to implement as much content as I would like. While this is often invisible in the rest of my projects, the foundations for systems and events I wanted to add later are a bit more plain. For example, the whole game was structured around having a good handful of odd jobs for the player to complete before they could unlock the ending. While the final game works well with the two jobs that exist, the game's structure would have made more sense with at least one or two more. I also had planned for nearly every statistic displayed in the player menu to have some sort of bearing on the game world, especially hunger, thirst, and bladder. I laid the groundwork: the numbers are there, and they're dynamic, it's just that only a few of them have any sort of practical significance.

Overall, I'm happy with this! Part of the reason I do the Secret Santa jam every year is that it pushes me far outside of my comfort zone and forces me to make design decisions I never would have considered. Who the hell makes a 2D top-down game with wall running as the main mechanic, set during the Cold War, with fantasy creatures as the supporting characters, that casually condemns American foreign policy? I do. I am that guy.

Other News

Well, would you look at those control prompts on that there menu? Are those... buttons? Yes, folks, it's true! Bloodjak has been ported to an arcade cabinet! But not just any arcade cabinet - it now lives on Philadelphia's community arcade cabinet, the Phillytron! While I was unable to attend MAGFest myself this year, the Phillytron and its assortment of local games did. Thanks again to Philly Game Mechanics for encouraging me to port the game to the cabinet, and showcasing Bloodjak as part of the collection.

Speaking of conventions, I am excited to announce that Underground Arcade Collective will be returning to Cecil Con this April! We had a lovely time last year. I hope to see the rest of you mid-Atlantic nerds there!

Finally, after I finish porting American Wallrunner to the web, I will be able to give Danger Zone Friends my full attention, and release it this month. Stay tuned.

Thursday, December 27, 2018

Danger Zone Friends Trailer

Danger Zone Friends is going to be out soon! What does that mean? I don't know!

In any case, here's the game's trailer! You may seen a bunch of screenshots by now, but I am fairly proud of the animation work, and especially proud of the music composition and sound design, so I'm very excited to finally show just a little bit of that off! 

As for the game itself, it just needs a tad more tweaking. I've spent the past couple of months refining the game's balance, tutorialization, and user experience, and I'm completely done with that!

Finally, a quick note while I'm here: I've boasted in-person and online that a playthrough of the game takes about 3-7 hours. To improve the game's pacing, I recently decided to reduce the enemy encounter rate, which brings typical playtime closer to 2-4 hours. It was for the best to trim that excess fat and better focus the core experience. My apologies to anyone expecting an epic, but the game is better this way, and it is still freakishly huge for a solo effort. I am continuously excited to share this project with the world; thanks for watching!

Thursday, November 1, 2018

Danger Zone Friends & Other News

Announcing: Danger Zone Friends!

This is older news for those of you who follow me on Twitter, but for the rest of you, I am pleased to announce my next game... Danger Zone Friends! It's a JRPG about a turtle and a pantsless otter who make a grocery run for shredded cheese, but take a wrong turn into the DANGER ZONE. As our heroes attempt an escape from this strange and dangerous land, rumors spread of the return of an ancient evil, the Dairy Demon, Cheelzebub...

Spoiler alert - it is.

This is, undoubtedly, my greatest game to date, featuring some of the best encounter design, art, storytelling, comedy, and music I've ever produced. 3-6 hours of playtime, 20 minutes of original music, over 25 enemy types, so on and so forth. It's been an undertaking.

This game was originally made for my girlfriend, who asked for a "cute game" for her birthday with animal characters. She plays a fair amount of Persona and Pokemon, so I thought she would appreciate a *cough* short JRPG. As a supposedly casual project, it seemed like a good excuse to dust off the copy of RPG Maker VX Ace I got in a humble bundle a while back, and just have fun making something without having to code original mechanics from scratch. Many of my favorite RPGs of all time - Off, Embric of Wulfhammer's Castle, and Space Funeral - were vanilla RPG Maker games created without a lick of original code. It felt like a rite of passage to produce my own RPG within the (very limiting) constraints of the tool.  A lot of folks question the legitimacy of RPG Maker as a development suite, and while I know it was the right tool for the job, I still feel self-conscious about using it. At the end of the day, though, you can't argue with the results.

Despite my aspirations for this to be a tiny, casual, and sloppy game, it quickly turned into a serious endeavor. It became clear, after I had drawn, written, and programmed the initial cutscene that I was onto something special. I started development in June, missed my girlfriend's July birthday deadline, and continued to work for the following three months, pushing myself to push myself as an artist, composer, and writer.

As this game was made for my girlfriend, it includes a number of elements - inside jokes and scenarios - that will only truly be understood by the two of us, making this the most personal, expressive, heartfelt game I've made, strangely enough. However, the game should be just as enjoyable for the rest of you. Remove the insider knowledge, and what remains is an unusual story filled with non-sequitur humor.

But if you didn't know that about Astrodon Johnstoni, that's okay.
The combat is mostly what you'd expect from an RPG Maker game, building upon the default turn-based battle system. What sets Danger Zone Friends apart from other RPGs is the increased importance of non-damaging support skills, namely, abilities that cause buffs, debuffs, status effects, healing, and MP manipulation. Out of the three characters in your party, only one of them is any good at dealing raw damage. The game places more emphasis on providing adequate support and changing the flow of battle. As a result, battles are slowly paced, thoughtful affairs.

Despite having the same core battle system as nearly every other RPG Maker game, I attempt to make combat in Danger Zone Friends deeper than in other games in its genre.
All in all, the game's loaded with jokes, cool monsters, and a rockin' soundtrack. Currently, my girlfriend is about 80% through her playthrough. As soon as she's done, I'll start preparing it for general release. I'm also going to wait until a lot of the hype around (the admittedly fantastic) Deltarune starts to die down - it shares a lot of tonal similarities with Danger Zone Friends, and there's no use in competing with it.

Anyway, the most important thing is, I love Danger Zone Friends, and I hope you will too!

Updates to Monster Truck Power Fantasy and Bloodjak!

In other news, both Monster Truck Power Fantasy and Bloodjak have gotten patched! There's minor bug fixes with both, but the largest changes are that Monster Truck Power Fantasy now has a subtitle option, and Bloodjak now runs at a constant speed, regardless of its framerate. These were mostly made to address technical issues when showcasing the games live, but for those of you who are hard of hearing, hopefully the subtitles allow for you to better enjoy Power Fantasy.

Baltimore Game Collective: Now Featuring John D. Moore!

Tomorrow night, Stephen and I from Baltimore Game Collective will be showcasing our collection of work at Colorspace Labs' First Friday Indie Arcade in Philadelphia! What's new this time around is that we'll also be showcasing some games by our newest member, John D. Moore. John is a prolific developer whose diverse creative output spans over two decades. We'll be featuring three games of his this time around: Monster Hug, Dr. Creepinscare's Pumpkin Patch Match, and Ungrateful Birds. Happy to have you on board, John!

That's all for now. Please stay tuned for the release of Danger Zone Friends later this month.

Monday, July 23, 2018

Festival Debrief

Photo Cred: Christian Lumsden

Thanks again to all of the people who came to Artscape/Gamescape this past weekend! It was a pleasure to see some familiar faces and meet some new folks. I'm always impressed by the quality of work of my fellow developers: I had a great time playing Virtual Wave, That Rock Paper Scissors Game, Hamsterdam, and Miracle Mia. It was good to see Tin Heart Interactive's Confines of the Law make an appearance after having played it at Cecil Con, and while I hadn't had a chance to get to Boba Studios' Squirrely Roo Rabbit, it looks lovely.

I want to give a shout out to our amazing players who stopped by! I'm often astounded by the tenacity of those who compete in our high score competition, but I've never before seen a feud between two players develop over the course of a long weekend. Thanks to Jordyn and my friend Dom for providing an intense Monster Truck Power Fantasy rivalry, and to Jordyn's stepbrother Mike for causing the greatest high score competition upset in Underground Arcade history, making a flawless run just three minutes before close, shutting out his rivals. I yelled a little bit.

446 buildings destroyed with perfect tires. Who does that?

The complete list of top scorers by 7:00 on Sunday is as follows:
  • Bloodjak: Jordan: 3926
  • Mutant Highway: Caleb: 1483
  • Monster Truck Power Fantasy: Mike: 44,600
  • Fungilluminati: William: 13,230
  • Diablow: Calvin: 15,505


Some of you reading this may be looking for my colleague Stephen's work: it can be found at All of my games can be found by clicking the "games" tab at the top of the page (or, don't even scroll up, let me make it easy for you). Some of you may want to download a certain song about a Monster Truck; you can get that off of my soundcloud.

Stephen is continuing to work hard on Diablow. Meanwhile, I'll be releasing a secret mini-RPG in the coming month before resuming work on my running project, Monsterpunk.

We're looking forward to seeing y'all again! Much love.

Saturday, March 17, 2018

How I'm Redeeming a Terrible Game (Monsterpunk Devlog #15)

Here's a story about an ongoing misadventure lasing several years, player progression systems, efficient problem solving, inefficient problem solving, and the creative process.

Your Boy was in Trouble

The last time I touched Monsterpunk was April of last year. Higher priority projects filled my time since then - namely, festival applications, game launcher software, graduate school applications, The Giant Robot Blues, and Monster Truck Power Fantasy

When I finished Power Fantasy, I breathed a deep sigh, re-opened Monsterpunk's project file, compiled it, and played it. I was mortified. 

I softly screamed into the internet:

I can't think of another game I've made, no matter how old or awful it is, that I haven't been able to enjoy on some level. Even the trash I made in middle school has entertainment value in the same way your kindergarten doodles of Jedi stabbing each other and gushing fountains of blood has entertainment value.

The main problem with Monsterpunk was that it was simply boring.

I don't think the game is destined to be boring. Often, it shows in the finished game if it had a troubled development cycle, but this isn't always the case. For example, Looking Glass Studios didn't have a working game a year and a half into the development of Thief, and the project almost folded. In order to save the game, they had to reprogram many of the its fundamental features from scratch. They went on to release a highly-influential classic.

Fixing Monsterpunk requires me to do the same. The game's problems aren't hidden in the details, rather, they're rooted in some of the game's central premises. Fixing the game has been similar to stripping away the foundation away from a building, replacing it, and hoping the structure still holds. So far, it's been a daunting, but rewarding process.

Writing about the awfulness your yet-to-be-released game is not a conventionally sound PR strategy. However, I think there is much to be learned from an experience of producing a strong piece of art after a long and troubled creative process, and I can provide a more accurate and useful account of the process by writing about it as it happens, rather than as a post-mortem.

My game was bad, but it's better now. Let me tell you why.

The Context

Before I describe my solution to the problem, I want to provide some more of its context. I've been creating Monsterpunk since the fall of 2014. Originally, it was a small life-simulation RPG titled Toilets, Meat, and Drugs that I made in a week for a game jam. It was inspired by the mechanics of the life-sim game Digimon World and the aesthetics of punkgames by developers like Porpentine and thecatamites.

Digimon World, 1999

Armada, Porpentine, 2013
Space Funeral, thecatamites, 2010

Unfortunately for my game, the MS Paint-esque punk aesthetic was a lot more relevant in the early 2010's than it is today. All I can do now is continue to embrace it.

Toilets, Meat, and Drugs, even in its earliest form, was a boring mess. Jupiter Hadley, who does the fantastic work of covering and recording footage of every indie jam game she can come across, recording the opening minute or so for one of her compilations of game jam entries.

The opening of the game consists of you character slowly moving in front of a series of signs, reading through a full explanation of the game's rules, before slowly backtracking to use a toilet. The writing is cringe-worthy.

Toilets, Meat, and Drugs intro, 2014

In one of my less-proud moments, I made a comment to her asking why she recorded such a dull segment of play, and we had a brief exchange, toward the end of which she made some comment along the lines of, "if you want me to record something interesting, make something interesting."

Her actual wording was a lot gentler, and please make no mistake, I was being a jerk (I am so, so sorry). I was irritated and confused following the exchange, but eventually, I came to understand her point. The opening minute of the game (and much of what followed) was boring, it was a serious problem, and it was my fault. Generally speaking, a game, like any other form of entertainment media, should be engaging from the moment the player boots it up. If it isn't, it better be justified. Toilets, Meat, and Drugs did not offer that justification.

The Core Problems

The problems with game, both in its 2014 and 2017 iterations, are numerous, but the two largest problems are its tutorial (which sours the beginning) and its pacing (which sours the middle). The 15 minutes of fun I referred to in my tweet  happened during one of the game's ending sequences. That particular sequence is very good, but it takes an hour and forty-five minutes of unrewarding play to get to it.

It should be common sense to even a novice game designer that verbally conveying all of the game's rules to the player at the very beginning without any context is a terrible idea. It's too much information, it usually can't be referenced later, it isn't interactive, and the player has no reason to care about any of it. One of the earliest changes I made to the game was replacing the tutorial with something more interactive, simplified, and user-friendly.

Monsterpunk intro, 2015

That said, it's still a boring way to start the game - its opening minutes are still slow and information-heavy. I've only just begun to remake the game's beginning, and will write more about it once I've finished.

I have, however, solved the game's pacing problems. The game's sluggish pacing and excessive downtime are the result of its player progression system.

In most role-playing games, your character progresses via an experience point (XP) system. Most of you know this. Your character completes challenges, are awarded a number of XP, and when they get enough points, they level up and become stronger, allowing them to complete challenges that were previously impossible.

Monsterpunk is not like most role-playing games - most of its mechanics, including its progression system, are inspired by Digimon World. The full manner in which the player gains abilities and becomes stronger over the course of Digimon World is surprisingly layered, but the most obvious form of progression is through the passage of time. Digimon World's protagonist is a human with a monster partner. That monster partner goes through different life stages, usually becoming more powerful each time it grows, until it dies, is reborn as a baby, and the cycle repeats. A monster's progression through its life stages is directly linked to its age, and time in Digimon World progresses at a constant rate. It's a form of progression that, for the most part, occurs irrespective of anything the player does.

On paper, this is an idea that can work thematically, and it does, but it sounds terrible from a conventional game design perspective. As described above, outside the context of the game's other systems, the monster aging mechanic removes agency from the player. However, Digimon World makes it work. When the player hits a wall of difficulty that requires a more powerful monster, instead of simply waiting for the monster to grow older, they can pass time by taking the monster to the gym, thus increasing its physical strength. Incidentally, training at the gym also accelerates the game's clock. An hour in World is normally the equivalent of a real-world minute - an hour of training at the gym, however, is nearly instantaneous. In other words, if the player's monster isn't powerful or old enough for them to progress, there's a single fallback mechanic that solves both problems. It's still a tedious solution, but it does have a certain elegance to it.

In Monsterpunk, I similarly linked player progression to play time. This was a life simulation, after all, so it made some sense to adopt mechanics that most closely resemble real-world aspects of being alive. As time passes, the player character passes through different life stages, with each stage being more powerful than the previous. However, Monsterpunk does not have a fallback mechanic analogous to Digimon World's gym. If you hit a wall of difficulty that requires a more powerful character, your only option is to wait it out. 

This would lead to situations, for example, where a player would progress too slowly through the game, and their character steadily age and advance through life stages earlier than necessary. Their power level would be ahead of the difficulty curve, diluting much of the game's tension. More frequently, however, a player would progress too quickly, accomplish every challenge they could at their current power level, and then find themselves hitting a wall of difficulty that could only be overcome by waiting to age.

This threw the player into a state of tedium in which they lacked an immediate objective. Even worse, few of their choices mattered until they passed a growth threshold.

The Solution


In the end, I came to understand why the traditional XP progression system is so widely adopted.

While we take this system for granted, it works for numerous reasons. By attaching an XP reward to certain behaviors or challenges, you can incentivize the player to do virtually anything. Not only that, but it allows the designer to make any interaction rewarding, even if in a superficial way. Most importantly, though, it directly links the pacing of the game to the player's mastery of it. The more efficiently the player overcomes challenges, the faster they become stronger, allowing them to access more of the game's content sooner.

In the case of Monsterpunk, implementing an XP system did everything it was supposed to do. Not only have I eliminated most of the game's downtime, but every action the player took that awarded XP now has a little extra meaning attached to it.

Where Monsterpunk's XP system diverges from most other games is that it places less emphasis on killing other characters. While combat, and the decision to abstain from it, are central parts of the Monsterpunk experience, the game must have a means to reward players who pursue any play style. Therefore, I attached XP to nearly every system in the game I could think of, from flirting with other monsters, to growing your own food, to pooping in toilets.

Every time the player gains XP, their progress bar briefly flashes alongside the amount of points earned.

I was reluctant to thoughtlessly fall back on a classic set of game mechanics that most designers and players take for granted. While conventional design ultimately served as a solution to Monsterpunk's core problems, it was only through a blind rejection of convention that I was able to better understand its merits.

I booted the game back up, played through it, and was amazed by how much my game had transformed. All of the tedium and downtime once plaguing the game was gone, and just as well, everything I achieved as a player felt a little more substantial, and every interaction that lead to an achievement felt more enjoyable.

Wait! It gets better!


Monsterpunk's new XP system proved to be a gift that kept giving in unexpected ways. Adding inherent rewards to most player behavior allows me to trim superfluous features from the game that have become obsolete. The best example of this is the game's reputation system.

I added a reputation system to the game to address some of the problems with its flirtation system. The player's character is capable of flirting with other monsters in the game - those whom they successfully flirt with will no longer be hostile to the player. It's the game's primary nonviolent means of problem solving. This mechanic is inspired by skill check system of Dungeons and Dragons - the player character has a score that represents how good they are at flirting, the target has a score that represents how easily affected they are by flirtation, a random number is generated based on these scores, and if the number is high enough, the flirtation attempt is successful.

In narrative-driven games, it's a really effective system, but in most cases, if you want the player's choices in a game to feel like they matter, you should avoid designing with output randomness. That is to say, the result of a player's choices shouldn't be random. If a soccer player kicks a ball into a goal, and the referee flips a coin to determine whether it was actually worth a point, it would be a frustrating experience for everyone involved. The outcome of the soccer game would cease to be wholly representative of the either team's skill, and instead be largely left to chance. The players' decision making and physical feats would feel as though they didn't matter.

Unfortunately, early in Monsterpunk's development, I designed the flirtation system to be heavily dependent on chance, and replacing with a new skilled-based system isn't very feasible this late in development. Instead, I opted to make it so that there was some guaranteed reward attached to every flirtation attempt, regardless of whether it was successful - a guaranteed non-random outcome.

This was the basis for the reputation system. Every time the player flirts with another character, regardless of how well it goes, their reputation goes up. If their reputation reaches a certain level, their flirt attempts become more effective. Furthermore, acts of violence decrease reputation, making flirtation less effective, and the player's reputation naturally resets over time.

Ultimately, the reputation system didn't make the game any more compelling. It was a needlessly complicated mechanic that required me to frontload the game's tutorial with yet another long-winded explanation of a system that the player didn't have a reason to care about, because it wasn't fun.

Just wait until I clutter the screen with a fourth freakin' bar!

After I implemented the XP system, I was relieved to have realized that the reputation system was now obsolete. Instead of awarding the player reputation for their flirtation attempts, they were now awarded experience, which is just as effective at providing consistency to their decisions' outcomes. In this case, an experience-based reward was more meaningful than a reputation-based one, as advancing a life stage is much more exciting to the player than building a short-lived flirtation bonus.

It should go without saying that it is almost always better to solve multiple design problems with a single system than to create a new system for each problem. This is what makes games elegant.

The Downside


My original goal with Monsterpunk wasn't necessarily to make a "fun" game, but rather, an interactive experience that's compelling on multiple levels. I think that game designers are just starting to explore what else can be achieved artistically with digitally interactive pictures and sound besides "fun," and I think life-sims have a lot of potential to thematically relate to the human experience in numerous ways by the nature of their content. One of the reasons I am obsessed with Digimon World is that, for a flawed, buggy, poorly-translated children's game, it mechanically explores the passage of time, death, and the existential angst they cause better than anything else I've played.

My current goal, however, is simply to release something worth playing as soon as humanely possible. That means I have to sacrifice some potential for thematic depth in exchange for raw quality. Right now, it's better for me to release something that's fun, but relatively shallow, than something that aspires for depth, but fails to engage the player on any level.

Monsterpunk's time-based progression system had potential to explore existential themes regarding the passage of time, but ultimately, it failed to do so. The new XP system lacks this potential, but makes the game worth playing. Could I have found a way to preserve the time-based system and make it compelling? Absolutely. Would it have been as efficient, simple, or viable as implementing an XP system at this stage of development? Probably not.

I'm a little sad that Monsterpunk, however good it may be, will not be the game I originally intended it to be. But, confronted with that reality, I've made the optimal design decision, and now have a game that I can be proud of.

The Lesson


In game design, I think it's often easy to become lost in the details - to see games as a collection of individual features and visual and audio assets. My approach for the first three years of Monsterpunk's development has been to improve it by improving the details. Would it be more fun if I made the textboxes look nicer and drew character portraits? What if I composed distinct music for each area? What if I provided better feedback through the UI? How about if I added more playable characters? Expanded the game world?

Yeah, sure, let's spend a few years adding 25 playable characters instead of addressing your game's real problems.

I spent a long time making changes to the game that, undoubtedly, were improvements. Yet the game itself still wasn't that much more enjoyable than it had been before making those changes. It was frustrating.

Even for those of us working outside of the industry, who make more minimalist work, the underlying assumption that "more polish + more features + better graphics = better game" is so prevalent that we have a tendency to focus on improving the individual components of a game at the expense of examining the larger picture. Or, at least, I have that tendency.

The thing about this approach is that it isn't a time-efficient way to solve design problems. Even though Monsterpunk's primary design problem (the awkward pacing) was a singular problem, because it impacted every sub-system of the game, and impacted them throughout the entire game, I originally thought that the solution was to improve each of the game's individual sub-systems. I spent years doing this with only modest success.

After taking a hiatus from the game, I re-examined the problem and came to the profound realization that the scope of the problem didn't change the fact that it was a singular problem and therefore demanded a singular solution.

Game development culture fetishizes time commitment to projects. For professional industry devs, working excessive overtime hours during periods of crunch is normalized, but even outside the industry, there's a broad expectation that successful game development requires great personal sacrifice. "If you aren't spending at least 30 hours a week on your game, you aren't going to cut it." "Don't sleep during game jams!" "Daisuke Amaya spent five years of his life handcrafting Cave Story, what the hell are you doing with your time? Spending time with friends?" With this prevalent attitude, my default assumption was that, if I simply spent more time on the game, it would improve, regardless of how I spent the time.

To a certain extent, those advocates of self-destructive workaholism do have a point. Like anything worth doing, making games take effort! But there is little advocacy for, or celebration of, efficient game design. The key to successful indie game development, especially for those of us working day jobs, is to find the most efficient path to achieve a desired audience response. Perhaps if efficiency and elegance were more appreciated within our subculture, I'd have approached Monsterpunk with a different mindset and have solved its pacing problems sooner.

Thanks for reading, here's a GIF of a bird in a yellow television pooping on plastic bricks.